Great now I think that Cheyenne is mad at me because of what I wrote the other day... I was only angry at her because she was spending more time with Jenna then paying attention to the fact that I was even there...I am SO confused!!!!!!!
Look, I am not saying that I don't like her or anything it is just... She is always complaining about Jenna then she goes and turns around and is her best friend again... It is SOOO confusing that I seem to find myself repeating this
Well I guess that everything happens for a reason and eventually we will find out why we are all going through this tragedy.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Friday, December 08, 2006
Oh My Gosh
I am sick and tired of playing this game... One minute Cheyenne and Jenna are worst enemies and the next they are best friends again... Then they act like nothing happened...But the next day, the are complaining about eachother again. It is so tiring having to deal with this crap. Another thing I don't get is the fact that if Allison or I start to have fun with Jenna (not that I ever do, but still) She acts like the world is coming to an end. Not to mention that when they are together I am basically not even there to them, like I disappeared!!!!
Do you think that this is all a test? Or that all of this is happening for a reason?
If Cheyenne reads this she will have a fit and won't want to talk to me forever. Well, I guess I will just have to deal with it because it is the way that I feel.
T2G!!! TTFN!!!
Do you think that this is all a test? Or that all of this is happening for a reason?
If Cheyenne reads this she will have a fit and won't want to talk to me forever. Well, I guess I will just have to deal with it because it is the way that I feel.
T2G!!! TTFN!!!
Friday, December 01, 2006
Changing
Everything is changing and some of it is not what I expected. For example, Michelle is Tina's friend again, and Jenna is becoming Cheyenne's friend too. It is confusing, one minute Cheyenne and Jenna hate each other and another they are best friends again.
Anyways, Cheyenne, Allison , and I are writing a song about Christmas and it is really cool. I like the fact that it is just the three of us again, NO OFFENCE TO MICHELLE! I don't mean that I don't want Michelle to be in our group it is just that everything seems to work out more with just the three of us.
Well Christmas is coming up and I cannot wait because it, to me, is the happiest time of the year. Everyone is always happy and can't wait to get the Christmas trees up. Of course there is the occasional time of being stressed out but it all comes together in the end. People like my mom are always worrying about money and spending more money to get better gifts. I always try to remind her that it is the thought that counts and that nobody cares about the price they just care that you care.
My fave part of the holidays is the weather. I like the cold air and the rain. I just hope everyone has a great Christmas and a happy new Year.
Anyways, Cheyenne, Allison , and I are writing a song about Christmas and it is really cool. I like the fact that it is just the three of us again, NO OFFENCE TO MICHELLE! I don't mean that I don't want Michelle to be in our group it is just that everything seems to work out more with just the three of us.
Well Christmas is coming up and I cannot wait because it, to me, is the happiest time of the year. Everyone is always happy and can't wait to get the Christmas trees up. Of course there is the occasional time of being stressed out but it all comes together in the end. People like my mom are always worrying about money and spending more money to get better gifts. I always try to remind her that it is the thought that counts and that nobody cares about the price they just care that you care.
My fave part of the holidays is the weather. I like the cold air and the rain. I just hope everyone has a great Christmas and a happy new Year.
Monday, November 27, 2006
Sorry
Jenna, i am sorry if you read that it was before you apolagized to me. And i won't write about you anymore on here if you really don't want me to because it is your buasiness what you do and not mine.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Whateva' times 2
Hey it's me again.
well jenna sent me a really mean comment for what i wrote in "Whatever" and i had something to say back to her. It was...
(sweetly) Hey Jenna,
How are you doing sand lady?
And what is this, saying that i have jennaosity? Well Jenna you know that is plagerism and plagerism is bad! you know i am just Cheyennes backup, you are the one creating the problems your self, and you can't handle the fact that i am stronger than you can you? You know I pray for you every day, and what do i get in return? a kick in the face with all of this jennaosity business. how old are you if you blame other people for your problems?
well i guess for you it 13 or i guess if you add that up it will give you the age that actually acts like that.
I want to know what she thinks about them apples!
Why does she have to act like she is four years old? You know with the blaming everybody else for her problems, that i might add, she creates herself. as i said she is acting the age you get when you add up the numbers in hwer age. She is always starting stuff and now it has ended. I just hope that Cheyenne stays strong and does not get lured back in by Jenna. That would be suicide if she did that, and i would try to help knock some sence back into her, but i am not sure that would do any good, but maybe Cheyenne is over her for good and i am proud of her for staying strong.
Anyways on a much happier note I found out a couple weeks ago that my auntie is pregnant with a healthy baby boy to go along with the adorable little one year old girl. this is a big thing though because she has had like three miscarrages and it has been tough on her, but they keep trying. She will say when she has the baby that if she is not able to have any more, at least she has a boy and a girl, two adorable children. My cousin is also pregnant and is planning on getting married after she has the baby, witch to me does not seem like the wisest decision in the world, considering that they have only known the guy for about maybe, three months.
My cousins are moving to L.A. and that makes me sad because we don't get to see them very often yet we are really close. My cousin does not know yet that i have read her diary and know all about the fact that she is no longer a virgin, even though she denies the fact that she lost it. but hey she makes her own decisio0ns and i cannot make any for her.
well i better go i am getting really tired considering the fact that it is 2:48am.
talk to you later, keep comin' if you wanna know more about my fabulous life.
Peace out
well jenna sent me a really mean comment for what i wrote in "Whatever" and i had something to say back to her. It was...
(sweetly) Hey Jenna,
How are you doing sand lady?
And what is this, saying that i have jennaosity? Well Jenna you know that is plagerism and plagerism is bad! you know i am just Cheyennes backup, you are the one creating the problems your self, and you can't handle the fact that i am stronger than you can you? You know I pray for you every day, and what do i get in return? a kick in the face with all of this jennaosity business. how old are you if you blame other people for your problems?
well i guess for you it 13 or i guess if you add that up it will give you the age that actually acts like that.
I want to know what she thinks about them apples!
Why does she have to act like she is four years old? You know with the blaming everybody else for her problems, that i might add, she creates herself. as i said she is acting the age you get when you add up the numbers in hwer age. She is always starting stuff and now it has ended. I just hope that Cheyenne stays strong and does not get lured back in by Jenna. That would be suicide if she did that, and i would try to help knock some sence back into her, but i am not sure that would do any good, but maybe Cheyenne is over her for good and i am proud of her for staying strong.
Anyways on a much happier note I found out a couple weeks ago that my auntie is pregnant with a healthy baby boy to go along with the adorable little one year old girl. this is a big thing though because she has had like three miscarrages and it has been tough on her, but they keep trying. She will say when she has the baby that if she is not able to have any more, at least she has a boy and a girl, two adorable children. My cousin is also pregnant and is planning on getting married after she has the baby, witch to me does not seem like the wisest decision in the world, considering that they have only known the guy for about maybe, three months.
My cousins are moving to L.A. and that makes me sad because we don't get to see them very often yet we are really close. My cousin does not know yet that i have read her diary and know all about the fact that she is no longer a virgin, even though she denies the fact that she lost it. but hey she makes her own decisio0ns and i cannot make any for her.
well i better go i am getting really tired considering the fact that it is 2:48am.
talk to you later, keep comin' if you wanna know more about my fabulous life.
Peace out
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Whatever Jenna
You can think whatever you want all i have to say is...
(sweetly) Hey Jenna,
How are you doing sand lady?
And what is this Saying that i have jennaosity? Well Jenna you know that is plagerism and plagerism is bad! you know i am just Cheyennes backup, you are the one creating the problems your self, and you can't handle the fact that i am stronger than you can you? You know I pray for you every day, and what do i get in return? a kick in the face with all of this jennaosity business. how old are you if you blame other people for your problems?
well i guess for you it 13 or i guess if you add that up it will give you the age that acts like that
(sweetly) Hey Jenna,
How are you doing sand lady?
And what is this Saying that i have jennaosity? Well Jenna you know that is plagerism and plagerism is bad! you know i am just Cheyennes backup, you are the one creating the problems your self, and you can't handle the fact that i am stronger than you can you? You know I pray for you every day, and what do i get in return? a kick in the face with all of this jennaosity business. how old are you if you blame other people for your problems?
well i guess for you it 13 or i guess if you add that up it will give you the age that acts like that
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Time to settle down
Wow have I been through a lot in my life, I have been through ups and downs, people crushing me and people lifting me up.
You know I can be pretty cold sometimes and I bet most of my friends would probably agree, but I always have a soft spot or a time when I am the only person who can help anybody else. I like those times, but sometimes I just feel like I want to break down and cry. My friends say that I am not fat and sometimes I agree, but sometimes I just want to make everything a negative. My friends hate these days. Lately they have not been quite as common but I can still have them.
I am in science right now waiting for it to end. I have about five minutes before I have to go.
By the way Jenna ripped our friendship apart and together the four of us put it back together.
That is the power of a strong friendship.
Bye-bye for now!!!
sorry for earlier
You know I can be pretty cold sometimes and I bet most of my friends would probably agree, but I always have a soft spot or a time when I am the only person who can help anybody else. I like those times, but sometimes I just feel like I want to break down and cry. My friends say that I am not fat and sometimes I agree, but sometimes I just want to make everything a negative. My friends hate these days. Lately they have not been quite as common but I can still have them.
I am in science right now waiting for it to end. I have about five minutes before I have to go.
By the way Jenna ripped our friendship apart and together the four of us put it back together.
That is the power of a strong friendship.
Bye-bye for now!!!
sorry for earlier
Whatever
What is the matter with people?
why do they have to be so cruel?
what is up with the world today?
why can't everybody just be friends?
I know why!!
It is because of all of the Jenna's in the world. All the people who try to rip peoples friendships apart. I have to go.
why do they have to be so cruel?
what is up with the world today?
why can't everybody just be friends?
I know why!!
It is because of all of the Jenna's in the world. All the people who try to rip peoples friendships apart. I have to go.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Sittin'
Hey it's me again. Well, I guess it should be me since this is my blog. Anyways, I am sittin' in english right now, waitin' for people to finish the stupid vocabulary. No offence, but some people in hear are kind if slow.
I have been really stressed out lately with school and such, but I am in a good mood today
I have a new chapstick and it smells like cherry. I just put some on and it smells good.
I have got to go. Keep comin' if you want to know more about my life.
I have been really stressed out lately with school and such, but I am in a good mood today
I have a new chapstick and it smells like cherry. I just put some on and it smells good.
I have got to go. Keep comin' if you want to know more about my life.
Monday, November 06, 2006
Today
I have to go, but Cheyenne is mad at me because of what I wrote yesterday and I don't think she has a right to. I mean she told me she didn't even read the whole thing so I don't know.
Friday, November 03, 2006
My Life
Whatever are friends for? Sometimes they are at your side, sometimes they can be your worst enemy. Today I feel like my friends are not wanting to be my friend fully. When I get home from school sometimes I write in my journal about what happened in my day.
Did you ever notice that the main conversations we have are either stories or questions and answers.
I am at school right now and it is lunch time. I just created this blog and actually it is quite fun. I like beinging able to write my feelings down without my brother beinging able to see them. He is always on the look out for my diary and the key, he found it once and he read it and I got angry.
Anyways I guess I have to go because lunch is over.
Did you ever notice that the main conversations we have are either stories or questions and answers.
I am at school right now and it is lunch time. I just created this blog and actually it is quite fun. I like beinging able to write my feelings down without my brother beinging able to see them. He is always on the look out for my diary and the key, he found it once and he read it and I got angry.
Anyways I guess I have to go because lunch is over.
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