One Quiet Place

If anyone could have their one quiet place to be alone in. I know it would help me a lot. A place where you can just sit back and relax. Just be alone with your thoughts for a while to think about things. If everybody had place like that I think that they would be able to deal with things more because they would already have gotten their thoughts out. Some people wouldn't be able to do this because they are suicidal, but thst explains itself.

Why is the world so complicated? It has so many things that don't even make the slightest sence, but we look right past that and see what is simple.

School is finally out. I am sad that now I am a freshman. I mean, I am in high school!!!

Well, I still like Noel, a lot!

More Later!!!

Love yah!!!

Bored!!

I am so bored right now because Cheyenne and Allison have both left me for stupid Honor choir. I say it is "stupid" because Mr. Dumb Kimball would not let me tearn in the permission slip!! I am so Mad!!!! I shpould be there with them right now!!!! Why does everything always have to turn out the way that i don't want it to sometimes? Like today in science i got a B- On a test and i wanted at least a B+!!! I studied too... Grr!!!

Anyways I am in the middle of book called "Gathering Blue"


Bye

In Da' Libary

Well, not much has happened since the last time I wrote. I am just... Trying to survive. School is kind of hard right now. Yah and that is sort of my life right now!! Ha!!! Some interesting life I know!!! Bye

AHHHHH!!!!

Great now I think that Cheyenne is mad at me because of what I wrote the other day... I was only angry at her because she was spending more time with Jenna then paying attention to the fact that I was even there...I am SO confused!!!!!!!

Look, I am not saying that I don't like her or anything it is just... She is always complaining about Jenna then she goes and turns around and is her best friend again... It is SOOO confusing that I seem to find myself repeating this

Well I guess that everything happens for a reason and eventually we will find out why we are all going through this tragedy.

Oh My Gosh

I am sick and tired of playing this game... One minute Cheyenne and Jenna are worst enemies and the next they are best friends again... Then they act like nothing happened...But the next day, the are complaining about eachother again. It is so tiring having to deal with this crap. Another thing I don't get is the fact that if Allison or I start to have fun with Jenna (not that I ever do, but still) She acts like the world is coming to an end. Not to mention that when they are together I am basically not even there to them, like I disappeared!!!!

Do you think that this is all a test? Or that all of this is happening for a reason?

If Cheyenne reads this she will have a fit and won't want to talk to me forever. Well, I guess I will just have to deal with it because it is the way that I feel.

T2G!!! TTFN!!!

Changing

Everything is changing and some of it is not what I expected. For example, Michelle is Tina's friend again, and Jenna is becoming Cheyenne's friend too. It is confusing, one minute Cheyenne and Jenna hate each other and another they are best friends again.

Anyways, Cheyenne, Allison , and I are writing a song about Christmas and it is really cool. I like the fact that it is just the three of us again, NO OFFENCE TO MICHELLE! I don't mean that I don't want Michelle to be in our group it is just that everything seems to work out more with just the three of us.

Well Christmas is coming up and I cannot wait because it, to me, is the happiest time of the year. Everyone is always happy and can't wait to get the Christmas trees up. Of course there is the occasional time of being stressed out but it all comes together in the end. People like my mom are always worrying about money and spending more money to get better gifts. I always try to remind her that it is the thought that counts and that nobody cares about the price they just care that you care.

My fave part of the holidays is the weather. I like the cold air and the rain. I just hope everyone has a great Christmas and a happy new Year.

Sorry

Jenna, i am sorry if you read that it was before you apolagized to me. And i won't write about you anymore on here if you really don't want me to because it is your buasiness what you do and not mine.